"I started off the work on What We Do Is Secret with a thought about what it would mean to make the Darby Crash movie, and I was instantly blown away by what that would mean," says Grossman, in L.A. "It hit me as a very intensive, immersive, scary, long process, but important, because I really cared about that period intensely, and I wanted to do it justice. I knew I was embarking on a long journey, and I didn't know how it was going to end. I teamed up with some people from the era, started talking to them and interviewing them, taping and writing down anecdotes."
Grossman's process involved interviewing Penelope Spheeris, who invited him up to her place to watch some outtakes from her seminal punk-doc The Decline of Western Civilization, in which Crash was interviewed extensively.
"It was a long process until I started to boil [my interviews] down and fit them into that traditional movie structure," Grossman continues. "And it was kind of working, until one day I learned that Darby had a five-year plan to become famous and commit suicide. That gave it a certain thrust that made sense, and I had this idea
Through a feel-good, grand-scale set piece of musical theatre on film about a heroin-shootin', sweaty sleazy punk band, Grossman has indeed made a film that thrums with vanity, insanity and joie de vivre. But still, he attributes the gripping nature of What We Do Is Secret, at least in part, to the most sober aspect of the filmmaking process: research.
"A lot of memories are foggy for one reason or another, and for some people it was too painful for them to remember what really went down, or they didn't want to believe what went down, or didn't believe it was a suicide, and they had the note, and then we could never find the note. What was more important is that it seems that for the days leading up to [Crash's death], he would go up to people and say 'Hi, I'm going to kill myself tonight.' When he actually did commit suicide, finally he did it. Which doesn't lessen the effect of what he did, but it helps to know him."
What We Do Is Secret Premieres at Fantasia on July 6 in the presence of Rodger Grossmanwww.fantasiafest.com
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